Thank You

Five months is really not that long, but for three years I think I've gone maybe a month without seeing you.  As we said goodbye tonight, I knew that everything will be ok and this will go by like it's no time at all.  A big shift is coming in my life, and my life in Johnson County seems to be coming to a stagnation, as do things lots of times when it's time to go in another direction.  

 I have to say thank you.  Thank you for being there when I would be all alone up at college and it seemed like no one else wanted to take the time to even just say hi.  Oftentimes, you would be the only one who would do so.  Thank you being sort of a venting source that I can go to and not have any fear of accusation, false assumption or judgement, or slander.  I have to admit that this is harder on me emotionally than I thought it would be, you've been like a sister to me that I never had before.  I think there is soooo much more life out there for you, and it is time for you to go live it, as it will be for me very soon.

I hope you read this soon, but whenever you do(however soon or later on), you will know that's it's for you, even though others will read this.  

Change for me has not always been easy.  I never liked leaving my dad at the end of every summer, and I even didn't like leaving my mom for two months out of the summer.  This will take some getting used to, but I know that no matter what, we will always be like childhood friends that keep in touch no matter the distance or the time.  I look forward to hearing from you and hearing about your travels and adventures.  I am so happy that you get to do this, as it is something that I am patiently waiting on the Lord to release me to run on the open road as the modern-day Spiritual Frontiersman that He has put in my heart to be.  

I love you like my own sister, and I wish the most abundant Blessings, Peace, and Wholeness and that you will grow into what we all long for, to be more who we were created to be.